Preparing for further study

In terms of the most important dream in my life is to study Economics.With regard to my self level of satisfactions with my business but still I have a general feeling that I miss some thing very important to my future.So I decide to live my dream now,especially now days when the Economic Crush becomes world wide problem that's encourage me much more. So far I dont read any book about my course becuse I don't receive the accepetance litter from the university yet.